Weird Spaces pt. II

The constant drive to become better, elevate life & make major changes to who you are, without losing.... who you are. 

I find myself in the house way more.. 

Unhappy with who I am you could say..

Like why go out into the world if I'm not the version of myself I want to be?

I put out 3 songs, shot 2 videos towards the last half of the year. 

Then after the holidays I'm like... yeah I'm not tryna be on screen or do things again until I've transformed me. 

So what does that do? Slow momentum down. 

I can hear some people saying "oh document that journey" man... no lol

This journey of transformation is too personal. 

Not only do I have to change what's on the outside but change what's on the inside

Change my habits

Look at my addictions

Look at what I use for dopamine and literally decline, and rewire my brain to get that dopamine elsewhere.. 

I had a studio session last night with this really dope artist from NY. 

Just creating music and being in a creative space again, was the dopamine I needed. The dopamine from elsewhere. 

We are always always, a constant Work in Progress. 

It's just I need to get to a point where my Work In Progress is something I'm happy with presenting. 


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